Sweet Dream or Beautiful Nighmare?

I could seduce you right now...

mentally rape you and tie your

brain up in my sadistic fantasies,

I would tease you with fore-play

of the transcendent type.

Give you beautiful orgasms,

that leave your mind,

gasping for air and fortitude...

If you let me.

I would spank your mental processes,

tickle your fantasies with my feather boa,

and pour hot wax down your imagination,

suckle your unconsciousness until

you beg me to fuck your thoughts.

Handcuff your memory and

nuzzle your motor perception.

Then, I would straddle your decisions,

and ride them like a pony.

Until you only had thoughts of me.

Lady Venting...

Damn, this shyt annoys me
I am sick, sick, sick,...
and where I am not sick,
I am tired.

Sick and tired of being a ladi.

What I really want, is to be seduced...
Mentally fucked and sent on my way.
Find me someone who can rape my mind
with eroticism and dirty words.

While the list is being made,
Find me someone who is not
afraid of a little rough sex...
That doesn't think that because
I want my pussi pleased that I am
a harlot.

Find me someone who is not
afraid to drink of my cup,
and get intoxicated with me.

While you are at it...
is there someone who is not
afraid of commitment,

The joys of family,

Enjoyment to one another,

Someone who is not afraid
of the truth...and that actually
would prefer the truth to any lie.

Find me someone who is in love
with life but that person to share
it with is missing.

Find me that person that creeps,
up on me like a thief in the night.
Poised and ready to steal my love...

So Sexual....

You know that it is unnatural,

When I can't eat... can't sleep.

It's giving me a chill,

I'm loosing my mind....

Because you are loosed on me.

I never knew that "love" could be

So addicting,

Makes my heart sink,

Deep into my soul...

Because I am always

thinking of

When we make love.

I never thought that love

could be so jonesing.

I find myself going back to the day,

when you first touched me,

It's everything that I need.

So sexual.

Contemplating...

Today is a day of contemplation.
I am decidedly bored with the mundane,
Scripted Lies,
Broken Promises,
Well rehearsed shows...

I have decided that I will have more of life,
To reach more,
Have more,
Desire more,
Is all I am looking at...

Yesterday is gone,
Tommorrow is not promised,
So all I have is the present...
Wrapped up all pretty and given with a pink bow.

Thought for today...

"Clever liars give details, but the cleverest don't."

Unknown

Author's Notes

Sometimes we get caught up in,

the minute details,

We get disillusioned,

Bambozzled,

Hoodwinked,

Ran-Astray,

Run-Amuck,

Or just plain fooled....

But then you have to ask yourself?

Why.... ?

It ain't worth it...

She...ain't... worth...it.

So, I am loving life and having it love me back.

Thought for today...

"I got 99 problems... but a bitch ain't one!"

Jay-Z, "The Black Album"

New Year, New Swag...

Reflecting on last year,
There were many ups and downs,
some times there were loops,
twists, and turns...

But I made it.

This year promises to be the
best one yet... Check out my 2009 swag...

Coming soon to a bookstore near you!!!

"Life Thus Far"